Harder,Better,Faster,Stronger.

Pretty ugly?

2009-09-30T23:50:00.008+08:00

I.Just.Died.Laughing.At.This.

Epic fail man. Epic fail.

In case you couldn't catch what she was saying, here's the manual, haha.

RL: Hi, I'm Ris Low...Currently I'm majoring in *think* Diploma in Health Science and Horse Pee Telly Tee and Travel Tourism. Right now I'm studying...STEEL
Host: Ris, are you a fashionista?
RL: Yes I am meheh *look at her face*
Host: How do you define your style?
RL: Well I define my style as my...own personality. I go by my mood.
Host: Oh.
RL: Yes!
Host: So if you're feeling naughty, what do you wear?
RL: If I'm feeling naughty, I'll wear something RED. And LOUD *host couldn't stop laughing* Something you know...BOOMS. Something that shouts ME! lmao
Host: *still laughing* Ok. What is the most daring thing that you have worn then?
RL: The ... that I've won is a piece of bikini and just jeans and...strut down Orchard Road.
Host: Really you done that! ~like I care~
RL: Yes!
Host: And what was people's reactions?
RL: I rrrrrr know because I don't really care...
Host: ~like I care~
RL: Is about me! Yah so...The fashionis...fashion sense is about me so...Yarr, everything's about how I see myself.
Host: WOW. Ris so you're the DARING fashionista in this pageant. Is that your strategy to win?
RL: *smile smile* I guess that's my strategy...yah because...Everybody's unique, everybody's yah...*I think she wanted to say more, oh well...*
Host: The winner this year is going to be heading down to South Africa and coincidentally, I find that a lot of the fashion which is in this season are safari, animal prints. Very African inspired. *notice RL's expression* What do you think about this? Are you a fan of African... South African influences?
RL: *excited* Yesss I'm a huge fan of South Africa. I love safari, I love leopard prings You know ZE-BRAAAAAA! You know, that sort of the things.
Host: ~duh! Of course I know zebra and she cuts her off haha~ Ok! How do you wear it? How do you wear animal prints? Because not everyone can pull it off. It can come across as a bit trashy, right? When some people wear it. I mean do you agree with me on this? How do you wear it?
RL: *she said yes at 1st* Not...Can wear leopard prints with dark jrreans...It's all right. You know?Neutral colors and erm...*looked up and hope to find answer there* khaki...Khaki green. You can pull it off with leopard prints and...Zebra prints...Yah!
Host: ~finally it's done!~ Oh...Ok...
RL: That's how it liked them...
Host: Thanks Ris.

That was quite fun no? xDDD

Take note that I am in no way trying to make fun of her or anyone else, I just need to post this... Friendly post? ^^

There are many thing in life that will catch your eye,
But only a few will catch your heart...Pursue those.
~Michael Nolan~

It's not the end of your social life, nicknames.

2009-09-29T00:34:00.004+08:00

It's been so quiet no? And I've been lazing around the whole time haha. It feels good to be back lol!

I had my birthday like a week ago, did karaoke session with my x-colleagues on last week Friday, attend my friend's wedding dinner the next day, and my other half's birthday was on the day after haha! I love September! ;D

*pics coming soon*

So! I just wanna share something with you guys. It's about this friend of mine, well she isn't anymore after what she did. I've known her since I was 17. We weren't that close, but we do talked when we see each other, she was in the same class with my boyfriend. School days over, we didn't hear or met since then, until recently on one of the most active social networking website *lol* nowadays. To cut a long story short, my boyfriend kinda asked her something, he type out her nickname there and that was when things get heated. She accused him of trying to embarrass her by revealing her nickname to the public, lame. She decided to put an end to their friendship just because of one stupid reason, her nickname. I mean come on, what is so wrong with VIUT?? It's a fun and cute name! Tho it sounded close to viola, someone told me haha. But really, you'd sacrifice friendship just because the whole world know about your nickname, and the people around you will look down on you? That's just so immature of you, princess wannabe. Oh, she even pretend not knowing my boyfriend ater that, haha.

But hey, it's ok, I totally understand where she's coming from. And rest assured! Now that he got her removed from his friends list xDDD I'm sad tho, not because of what she did, but because how is it possible that there's still people like her in this very modern world... Talk about culture shock!

To the girl who think she's all that:
You MUST thought you had everything in this world that you can brag about,
You MUST thought you did a good job transforming yourself from a girl next door into a dem girl,
You MUST thought my boyfriend is being a bad ass for embarrassing you,
But you'd never thought that in a blink of an eye, you've lost one precious thing in life, Friendship that is.

And yet, you've lost another one, congratulation babe :D

Happy Independence Day Sabah & Happy B'day To u, baby!

2009-09-16T11:24:00.009+08:00

Yes, today marked the 46th Independence Day for my dearly mother land, Sabah and the day where our country Malaysia is officially formed. If only Sabah was a STANDALONE country...*sigh* ignore me, haha! Anyway, it's a holiday now in Sabah, how nice! Argh, I miss that place already, the foods, the people, family and friends, what else? everything! Counting the days to be there again (((:

Also, today my younger sister turns 25, happy bday babe! Sorry that I revealed your age haha. But you'll always be the baby in my heart k xDDD

Here's you, being all cute haha! Again, sorry for stealing this pic from FB, we hardly meet, and I don't even have your latest pic >.< Still, this is cute. xDDD

P/S: Please redeem your cake when you see me k! xDDD

Nah, hot guy giving you cake! xDDD
Love you sis, and once again, happy birthday!

Credit on pic!

For once, try to be in their shoes

2009-09-15T01:03:00.005+08:00

And see if you'll fit in.

When you feel life is being unfair to you
When you think everything isn't like what you wish they could be
When all you wanted to see was a clear blue sky but instead you get a gloomy weather
When you see people you despise and wondering why didn't they just die sooner

Stop asking why,why and why
Instead, try to accept people and situation as they are
Try to understand the pain that they're going through
Just to put up with all those shit

So you might think 'whatever, it's not even my problem that I needed to worry about'
Just so you know? The world, I'm afraid, doesn't revolve around YOU.

an evening with SS501 - Sept 3rd 09

2009-09-07T00:58:00.010+08:00

I was supposed to update the fan meeting like two days ago, but laziness gets the better of me, haha. To cut the long story short, this is by far the most challenging fan meeting I've ever been to...Not that I've been to a lot of fan meeting though, this is the 2nd time after Kangta & Vanness a few years back. The almost 5 hours waiting, stuck in a sardine can for nearly an hour, people kept pushing and cutting ques, omg it was horrible! Some of the fans were 1st timer that they freaked out, poor thing...Seriously, the organizer should do something to avoid things like this to ever happen again the next time they plan to bring our idols here...I'm not complaining, infact I appreciate their efforts in bringing SS501 to Malaysia, thank you for the hard work organizer! (:

Bring TVXQ to Malaysia then? xDDD

I'll just share the pics with you guys k, I bet everyone else must have read and knew about the event already. Forgive me for the bad pic qualities, well I'm no professional haha!

Piccies & stories!

SS501 Malaysia FC

Jung Min's head xDDD

At this moment, I was queing up at Hyun Joong's line and busy snapping pics of him, but of course his head was the only thing that I got haha. The organizer warned us not to make a long line at the 3rd line, I had no choice but to move to Kyu Jong's line. I was so upset coz I really wanna see leader up close and personal. >.<

Still, leader's head haha

Hyung Joon! Always smiling xDDD

I was blocked >.<

I was waiting for my turn when I snapped this. Leader and his tongue tee hee... Couldn't help but to stare at his flawless skin, and of course his handsome face! eeeekk! I heart this pic the most!

Ok, I was blocked again, and the organizer saw me snapping crazily before he told me that he would forfeit my slr camera. >.<

Here's my cd signed by Kyu Jong. As you can see, it's 50% gone now huhu...I hate that white board marker! I had to remind myself not to touch the surface...

Nevertheless, it was a fun experience. I met lots of new friends too (: A girl looked like she really wanted to talk to me, but I sort of ignored her, maybe I was too tired to even chat with anyone at that moment, sorry! I'll make it up to you the next time I see you k? xDDD

See you guys again in Dec!

SS501 you're my new favourite drug

I am being selfishly selfish

2009-09-01T00:58:00.004+08:00

Lots of shit happened to me recently, thus the lack of updates. And now I have a dead blog, how sad.

I've been living in heaven for the past 2 weeks, and now my holidays has come to an end *sigh* gonna start working tomorrow, more like today if you notice the date i blogged this, haha. I know I've said stuff like I am not going to go through the same thing again and again, how I despise this and that. To those people I've spoken to, you know who you are. Recently, my life has been nothing but unfair and bad luck, I even had people asking me about my dignity. It was like a slap in my face! No one, for as long as I lived had ever ask me that, haha. Congratulation, you're one lucky biatch ;p

Sadly, I had to put an end to all these. And as much as I hate to do this, I had to. One has to make a living, right? And I can't afford to feel depressed anymore, or I'll turn crazy for real!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nah...

One thing that I'm positively sure of, I'm moving on ((:

p/s:
I still had my dignity, it has always been there with me. *smiles*

Your Love Keeps Me Alive

what was it I was doing, again?

2009-08-10T22:38:00.006+08:00

everyday, for the past two months I've been questioning myself...
what am I doing here?
is it really alright to stay this way?
is it worth it, albeit everything that happened?

millions question raced through my mind trying to figure out...
yet, silence was all I got...

So tell me, am I on the right path?

my MIND says stay...

but

my HEART says go...

seriously, Manglish?

2009-07-21T12:01:00.010+08:00

hola, it's been a while! ((:

this one article from The Star Online today caught my attention

What's there to boast when we're speaking Manglish?

WE Malaysians have always been praised by foreigners because we can speak several languages and dialects.

Most of us are able to at least master basic English and a few other languages.

We like to boast before our Chinese, Taiwanese, Japanese and Korean friends that our English is better than theirs.

We even like to make fun of their English pronunciation and we feel superior to them.

But what is there to boast when we are just speaking Manglish most of the time?

Many of us fail to improve our English because of a complacent mindset.

We ignore grammar and include lots of Malay and Chinese words such as lah, arr, hor or de instead of using standard English expressions to convey our thoughts and feelings.

We think this is fine as long as our Manglish is understood by others.

For a long time, we have been living in complacency while the standard of English in the North-East Asian region has been improving fast.

More and more professionals and graduates from that region have made efforts to enhance their English in native English-speaking countries and more and more of them are able to shine internationally.

Meanwhile we are still speaking Manglish like “you got see Ali arr?” “Got arr, you never see him mie?”

While our Asian counterparts are going the extra mile to master English, we may still be thinking our English is better than theirs.

In actual fact, the number of their professionals and graduates who are proficient in English may even exceed our population!

YEOW BOON KIAT,

Petaling Jaya.

well, that really explained everything right?
sadly, i had to live with it for the rest of my life...noooooooooooooooo
i need my english speaking friends now!! where art thou?

article credit: the star online

i am who I am
so why should YOU even care?

cheer you up!

2009-06-20T23:42:00.012+08:00

hang out with siti today at times square
watched the japanese movie dance subaru, which had TVXQ acted in it ^^
though they appeared only for like a good 20 min?
just because! TVXQ were in that movie ahaha
it was supposed to be a sad movie
well the beginning part already got us all teary eyes =_=
but as soon as that amano guy open his mouth and speak in his fobby english
i don't know if i should laugh or cry...
who is it: who iscit
a shot: a chot
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!
it was actually a lot more than that
but watching his face while he was talking made it even funnier hahaha
hella funny!! XD

i know i shouldn't laugh at subaru's part where she was really sick and almost missed the dance competition
but it was really hard not to...
not when amano keep talking in youknowwhatlanguage ahaha!!
i was laughing so hard that i actually cried urgh
for some reason, the hall where we watched the movie was quite small
and we laughed a little bit too loud
no one cared anyway XD

but don't get me wrong!
the movie wasn't that bad
plus, you'll get to see amano too XD

oO! remember this?

i was dying to get the same shirt that gorgeous kim jaejoong was wearing
coz i remember seeing it at some giordano outlet a week ago
and i read from syc the outlet is selling them
after the movie, i dragged siti there
they have it, but the shirt was orangee instead of white x_x
*sigh*
i asked the salesgirl if it's still available at their other outlet,
she answered me no really fast!
either she didn't hear or understand what i was asking her...

anyway, i'm not giving up
we went to sg wang outlet next to watson
same case, they have it but not the one that we want
but good news!
new stock will arrive in about 2-3 weeks time from now yay!
brighten up our moods XD
siti ordered the man type while mine was the lady type
before we left the shop, i remind the guy to give us calls once the shirt is available
i kinda forced him, but in a nice way hahaha
he was a bit girly, but very helpful, bubbly and friendly too
forgot his name tho
i'll take note when i go there next time! ^^

anyone who wish to buy or order the shirt can go visit the giordano outlet at sg wang ok?
the one next to watson *promoting*
ahh so happy now!! ^^

pic credit: heyjj+syc

i am who I am
so why should YOU even care?

alex should pick up my calls, LOL

2009-06-17T17:22:00.007+08:00

had a weird phone conversation with a random weird lady today, something that goes like this...

me: hello *insert my comp's name*
randomweirdlady: is alex working today?
me: i suppose he is
randomweirdlady: is he in the office?
me: no, he's at the site right now
randomweirdlady: he's not picking up my calls
me: urm...ok...anyway he's at the SITE right now? *emphasized the word SITE*
randomweirdlady: *ignores me* he should pick up his phone
me: *feeling weird* ok...you should call him again since he's not picking up your calls...
randomweirdlady: he should pick up his phone. ok thx bye.
me: bye.

*turned to my colleagues and started cursing her*

did someone accidentally told her that besides doing design, we're doing some fortune telling bussiness too?
and she was expecting me to tell why in the world alex is not picking up her calls?
i'm sure she was actually complaining
but seriously, i felt like i had lost my precious 1 minute time talking to someone like her, urgh.
well at least she said thx! but still she's a weirdo!

i am who I am
so why should YOU even care?

Taylor Lautner's a hot cake in town!

2009-06-04T12:07:00.017+08:00

i was watching cheaper by the dozen 2 on TV2 last night when i saw this one familiar face in the Murtaugh family that belongs to none other than the hottie Taylor Lautner from Twilight!
funny, heartwarming and old movie, i know.
anyway!

Taylor Lautner was only 13 when he acted in that movie, and he was so cute back then!
not that he isn't any cuter now, he's hotter now. XD

cutie Taylor at the age of thirteen:

isn't he just kyutt!! ;p

hottie Taylor at the age of seventeen:

can i take you home? ehemm...the blue duckie, i mean >.<

from a cute boy who played little Elliot Murtaugh in cheaper by the dozen 2 to a hottie Jacob Black in twilight, Taylor has changed a lot in these past 4 years
growing up taller and getting even muscular
but one thing for sure, his adorable smiles stay the same XD

and im soooooooooooo happy that he'll remains as Jacob Black in the next installment of the twilight saga, new moon! coz previously they wasn't sure if he could carry off the role, well he was supposed to grow taller and bigger in new moon, but hey, all the hard work has been paid off! about the heights, all i can say is if they can make Elijah Wood goes hobbit in LOTR, anything is possible, no?
anyhoo!

the trailer is out now, and i so wanna watch him change into werewolf forms and jump on Laurent already!
bet it's gonna be one awesome movie, and let's hope it'll be better than twilight LOL

oO i'm still working on eclipse and breaking dawn hahaha
yeah, when everyone else's had finished reading all four books like way ages ago *shameonme*
thank God i had finished new moon tho XD
i'll finish reading them once and for all, soon ^^

for your eyes pleasure:

"and that's why he is our Jacob Black yay :D"

credit on pics!

i am who I am
so why should YOU even care?

when anything is nothing

2009-06-01T22:39:00.008+08:00

truth, lies, broken heart
it feels as if we lived in a perfect world
it was never real
to think we were all good
how foolish i was...

trust me NOT at ALL
or ALL in ALL
tennyson, lord alfred

dear blog...

2009-05-24T18:41:00.008+08:00

i just wanna say sorry for neglecting you for a week now...
but worry no more! for i am here to feed you with nothing but sweet words ;p

what's up with me?
same old, same old, people I'd least expect to see standing right before my eyes x_x
crazy dude who scared the hell out of me, well it was more like shocked coz this dude started acting crazy every time he saw me, ALONE... loser.
and he was rude too! double loser for you.
i'm sorry that your're crazy, no one deserves to be like that, i know i know...
but srsly loser,
don't you think it's about time to seek help from yaknowwhatimean?
you know, there's this saying that goes like 'better late than never'.
don't you ever wonder what made you this way? like how and why?

just so you know, i'm not concerned.
i'm just suggesting?

thus,
you may go on forever like that for all i care.
*insert evil laugh*

i am what I am,
so why should YOU even care?

lame MSN

2009-05-15T10:36:00.009+08:00

i've been getting random spam messages on MSN lately
asking me to click on the links to see their pics
i once stupidly clicked on it thinking that my friend actually wanted me to see his partying pics
instead it leads me to some stupid pron sites =_="
and i had to create a new hotmail account since then coz there was problem with the previous account
dayum you pron sites!!
i wasn't in my right mind when i did that i swear! oh excuses! D;

enough said
i got another one today
but this one amused me!

piccies!

click image to view, lol

she's my colleague and she's on vacation now
i'm not saying that she won't go online while doing whatever she could possibly be doing now *vacation*
but i am 100% confidently sure
this isn't her
she's not that type who'd type something like omg omg and lol
don't ask me how or why
i just knew XD

side note:
i'm about to turn my back on yunho for micky yoo poo makes me happier these days!

*singing nuniwa nuniwa, seolheim nuniwa* XD

i am who I am
so why should YOU even care?

promise tomorrow

2009-05-14T00:00:00.011+08:00

broken PROMISES...
don't promise me FOREVER if you can't even promise me TOMORROW

SHATTERED heart...
too MANY times, TOO much damages...
as the saying goes
time may heals the pain away
but would it still be the SAME?

i am who I am
so why should YOU even care?

my addiction

2009-05-11T21:48:00.006+08:00

monday.
nothing good when it comes to monday.
but it'll be a few more hours from now before i can meet tuesday, so yeah.

am back to my yoga ritual again today
after i neglected it for like 2 weeks
*more like i pretended to forget about it*
that wasn't the original plan tho
i had planned to jog around the neighborhood
but i felt weird and bored running alone and just because i'm a shy girl...LOL
laugh all you want, but i wasn't lying about the shy thingy XD

it wasn't that great with yoga tho
i was doing all the movement correctly
but somewhere in the back of my mind...
9095 live, yunjae, fancam concerts...
damn..
can't i just deal with those stuff later??*talked to myself*

^^

told you guys, my dear life depends on them XD

i am who I am
so why should YOU even care?

holiday!

2009-05-08T15:30:00.004+08:00

doesn't make any difference for those who's not working on sat *envee*
but still,
it's a holiday tomorrow!
and it MEANT the whole world to me! XD

need to clean up my room soon!
the last time i did that was like what, a week ago?? ewww
i wonder if i should just throw away all the poster...

rain...tvxq...tvxq...lol
maybe i should just keep tvxq's posters, no?

anyone wants to adopt them? hahaha...

Happy Wesak Day to those who celebrate!

i am who I am
so why should YOU even care?

one word. suckie

2009-05-05T22:22:00.001+08:00

MU has finally shows its hatred towards me
it has been 3 days
3 effin' days and up until this very moment, it still won't let me download anything from there!!
not even a file as small as 50MB, wth?
halfway downloading and it would freeze
what am i to do?
for my favorite videos were uploaded from that server
*weeping*
i was so bad to think that someone was hogging the bandwidth =_= "
maybe! well you'll never know...

anyway, this happened only at night
tried to dl 1 MU file in daylight, it worked perfectly fine
daymmn.
can't wait for weekends to arrive now!

saw something on SYC today that made me go !!!!!!!
of all the nicest thing that i could possibly think of right now,
i wish to be that mic stand. like srsly.
why oh why you had to be so damn fine?

i can't think straight now.
*distract self*

i am who I am
so why should YOU even care?

again

2009-05-03T18:17:00.001+08:00

i must have been out of my effin' mind now
i kept deleting my old blogs and re-create new ones
bored enough huh?

as if people would even notice this. =_= "

went to PWTC yesterday for the 2009 Klang Valley Kaamatan@Harvest Festival
i was a lil bit happy coz i've never been to such event held in KL before
plus the thought of being able to watch all 15 Unduk Ngadau Kaamatan beauty pageant made me even excited!
*why in the world did i even excited about it lol*
anyway saw randy and he came over to sit with ryan & i
everything was fine until one stupid drunkard who was sitting behind us started making noises
his stinky breath, OMG i could barely breathe!!
and he kept shouting "dia bilang!" like wtf?! do you even know where you are right then?!
HEWASAMAZINGLYFUCKINGLYANNOYING.
IHATEHIMSOMUCHIWISHHIMDIEFROMSHOUTING.

phew.

anyhoo, congratulations to all winners ^^

i am who I am
so why should YOU even care?