Sunday, May 24

dear blog...

i just wanna say sorry for neglecting you for a week now...
but worry no more! for i am here to feed you with nothing but sweet words ;p


what's up with me?
same old, same old, people I'd least expect to see standing right before my eyes x_x
crazy dude who scared the hell out of me, well it was more like shocked coz this dude started acting crazy every time he saw me, ALONE... loser.
and he was rude too! double loser for you.
i'm sorry that your're crazy, no one deserves to be like that, i know i know...
but srsly loser,
don't you think it's about time to seek help from yaknowwhatimean?
you know, there's this saying that goes like 'better late than never'.
don't you ever wonder what made you this way? like how and why?


just so you know, i'm not concerned.
i'm just suggesting?


thus,
you may go on forever like that for all i care.

*insert evil laugh*



i am what I am,
so why should YOU even care?

Friday, May 15

lame MSN

i've been getting random spam messages on MSN lately
asking me to click on the links to see their pics
i once stupidly clicked on it thinking that my friend actually wanted me to see his partying pics
instead it leads me to some stupid pron sites =_="
and i had to create a new hotmail account since then coz there was problem with the previous account
dayum you pron sites!!
i wasn't in my right mind when i did that i swear! oh excuses! D;

enough said
i got another one today
but this one amused me!

piccies!

click image to view, lol

she's my colleague and she's on vacation now
i'm not saying that she won't go online while doing whatever she could possibly be doing now *vacation*
but i am 100% confidently sure
this isn't her
she's not that type who'd type something like omg omg and lol
don't ask me how or why
i just knew XD

side note:
i'm about to turn my back on yunho for micky yoo poo makes me happier these days!

*singing nuniwa nuniwa, seolheim nuniwa* XD


i am who I am
so why should YOU even care?

Thursday, May 14

promise tomorrow


broken PROMISES...
don't promise me FOREVER if you can't even promise me TOMORROW

SHATTERED heart...
too MANY times, TOO much damages...
as the saying goes
time may heals the pain away
but would it still be the SAME?


i am who I am
so why should YOU even care?

Monday, May 11

my addiction

monday.
nothing good when it comes to monday.
but it'll be a few more hours from now before i can meet tuesday, so yeah.

am back to my yoga ritual again today
after i neglected it for like 2 weeks
*more like i pretended to forget about it*
that wasn't the original plan tho
i had planned to jog around the neighborhood
but i felt weird and bored running alone and just because i'm a shy girl...LOL
laugh all you want, but i wasn't lying about the shy thingy XD

it wasn't that great with yoga tho
i was doing all the movement correctly
but somewhere in the back of my mind...
9095 live, yunjae, fancam concerts...
damn..
can't i just deal with those stuff later??*talked to myself*

^^

told you guys, my dear life depends on them XD


i am who I am
so why should YOU even care?

Friday, May 8

holiday!

doesn't make any difference for those who's not working on sat *envee*
but still,
it's a holiday tomorrow!
and it MEANT the whole world to me! XD

need to clean up my room soon!
the last time i did that was like what, a week ago?? ewww
i wonder if i should just throw away all the poster...

rain...tvxq...tvxq...lol
maybe i should just keep tvxq's posters, no?

anyone wants to adopt them? hahaha...

Happy Wesak Day to those who celebrate!



i am who I am
so why should YOU even care?

Tuesday, May 5

one word. suckie

MU has finally shows its hatred towards me
it has been 3 days
3 effin' days and up until this very moment, it still won't let me download anything from there!!
not even a file as small as 50MB, wth?
halfway downloading and it would freeze
what am i to do?
for my favorite videos were uploaded from that server
*weeping*
i was so bad to think that someone was hogging the bandwidth =_= "
maybe! well you'll never know...

anyway, this happened only at night
tried to dl 1 MU file in daylight, it worked perfectly fine
daymmn.
can't wait for weekends to arrive now!

saw something on SYC today that made me go !!!!!!!
of all the nicest thing that i could possibly think of right now,
i wish to be that mic stand. like srsly.
why oh why you had to be so damn fine?

i can't think straight now.
*distract self*


i am who I am
so why should YOU even care?

Sunday, May 3

again

i must have been out of my effin' mind now
i kept deleting my old blogs and re-create new ones
bored enough huh?

as if people would even notice this. =_= "

went to PWTC yesterday for the 2009 Klang Valley Kaamatan@Harvest Festival
i was a lil bit happy coz i've never been to such event held in KL before
plus the thought of being able to watch all 15 Unduk
Ngadau Kaamatan beauty pageant made me even excited!
*why in the world did i even excited about it lol*
anyway saw randy and he came over to sit with ryan & i
everything was fine until one stupid drunkard who was sitting behind us started making noises

his stinky breath, OMG i could barely breathe!!

and he kept shouting "dia bilang!" like wtf?! do you even know where you are right then?!
HEWASAMAZINGLYFUCKINGLYANNOYING.
IHATEHIMSOMUCHIWISHHIMDIEFROMSHOUTING.

phew.

anyhoo, congratulations to all winners ^^


i am who I am
so why should YOU even care?